I Has The Procrastination.

solstaryaya:

jarrodis:

Saturday died in my arms last night. yesterday i had a feeling it would be that day. i just had a feeling. i have never watched something die before. he wouldn’t eat or drink and just wanted to snuggle, and as soon as he stopped breathing, his teeth clenched and his entire body went stiff. i was really confused and am really fucking sad. he had a nice last day, though. after i came home from the darkroom my dad and i gave him a warm bath in the backyard while he nibbled on apples. then i wrapped him up in a little towel burrito and we walked all around the neighborhood and it sounds stupid but i just showed him all these flowers, because i thought maybe he, in his lil rabbit brain, would think they were really pretty or something. i think he did. and i talked to him a lot yesterday, more than usual. told him about when i first met him, told him about a bunch of nice times we’d had together in case he’d forgotten in his old age. i sound retarded being this sentimental about a rabbit but honestly he was one of my best friends. and when someone or something is there almost your whole life, whether it’s a person, or an animal, or even something dumb like a table or a blanket, you feel it when it leaves. i suppose it was time. but it doesn’t make it easier. he has been there almost my whole life. (14 years! he was insane) it’s crazy. fuck. loved that little buddy. so fucking much.

I cried :’(

I know how that feels, before we had a dog, we rescued a little black one from a slaughter house in Chino, CA. That rabbit and I were never close, but on her last days she didn’t try to bite me like she usually did. I remember she even slept with my sisters the night before. Shortly in the morning when she was put in her house, my sis went to feed her, and when she opened the little door, she just stared at her, still. When she put the bowl down in front of her, her little head fell to the side, that’s when we knew she breathed her last little breath an went into the great beyond. A grave was dug where she was put in in a coffin in her honor later that morning. Rest in Peace, my friend.

jarrodis:

Saturday died in my arms last night. yesterday i had a feeling it would be that day. i just had a feeling. i have never watched something die before. he wouldn’t eat or drink and just wanted to snuggle, and as soon as he stopped breathing, his teeth clenched and his entire body went stiff. i was really confused and am really fucking sad. he had a nice last day, though. after i came home from the darkroom my dad and i gave him a warm bath in the backyard while he nibbled on apples. then i wrapped him up in a little towel burrito and we walked all around the neighborhood and it sounds stupid but i just showed him all these flowers, because i thought maybe he, in his lil rabbit brain, would think they were really pretty or something. i think he did. and i talked to him a lot yesterday, more than usual. told him about when i first met him, told him about a bunch of nice times we’d had together in case he’d forgotten in his old age. i sound retarded being this sentimental about a rabbit but honestly he was one of my best friends. and when someone or something is there almost your whole life, whether it’s a person, or an animal, or even something dumb like a table or a blanket, you feel it when it leaves. i suppose it was time. but it doesn’t make it easier. he has been there almost my whole life. (14 years! he was insane) it’s crazy. fuck. loved that little buddy. so fucking much.

I cried :’(

I know how that feels, before we had a dog, we rescued a little black one from a slaughter house in Chino, CA. That rabbit and I were never close, but on her last days she didn’t try to bite me like she usually did. I remember she even slept with my sisters the night before. Shortly in the morning when she was put in her house, my sis went to feed her, and when she opened the little door, she just stared at her, still. When she put the bowl down in front of her, her little head fell to the side, that’s when we knew she breathed her last little breath an went into the great beyond. A grave was dug where she was put in in a coffin in her honor later that morning. Rest in Peace, my friend.

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